It snowed a little today. It was beautiful while it lasted. I played with my kids and a couple of dogs. We laughed and laughed. They helped me make dinner today too. All of them. Of course, I had to ask, but they did it willingly and with a happy heart. It felt so good.
I read something about unconditional love today and whether or not it can really exist without experiences to back it up. I think I have it in my children, of course--but I think that's pretty much it. Everyone else comes with rules to follow or they get the ax--right?
My best girl called me twice today. I dearly love my best girl; she has absolutely saved my hope in love and connection with anyone outside of these four walls. I know it exists now and we are always on similar wavelengths. I think we were closely connected in our former lives. I'm not sure how, maybe I'll figure it out someday. I'm glad there's someone out there thankful for me today too. I hope everyone can be so lucky.
My family is snoozing in front of a TV full of football. I listen to her breathe just out of my view and I melt just at the sound of the air rushing in and out of her mouth at regular intervals. I want to be near her; I want to smell him too. I want to touch his face and be thankful for the 100,000,000th time.
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